Saturday, December 23, 2006

The way you see



"The Universe is working for us," you said
In a moment of seeming chaos, obstruction.
In a now I resisted, a moment I wanted out of.
Incisive, acute, straight to the heart of it
Seeing through the door to the window,
A peek into the perfect that to me seemed like later
But you knew was now. This now. Each now. Our now.
Encanto & image by Flief

Casa esperando


Perception reduces reality to what is accessible to us
through the small range of our senses...what we can
see, hear, smell, taste, touch.
It is when we are trapped in incessant streams of compulsive
thinking that the universe really disintegrates for us.
We lose the ability to sense the interconnectedness of all that exists.
Thinking cuts reality up into lifeless fragments.
Eckhart Tolle, A New Earth


The desire for safety stands in the way of every
noble enterprise.
Roman Emperor Tacitus

Esperando. Waiting. Hoping. Here the same word.
In the airport, the waiting list is also the hoping list.

Tolle advocates for the now, the only moment there is.
Do not be waiting. Be present, fully in the moments that are
the nows between this now and the now you would wait, hope for.
Is this perfect apartment the perfect apartment?
There have been three. Maybe this one, with its "negativos."
Maybe. To live with maybe, live comfortably with the maybe.
Live in the adventure, the possibility of uncertainty.
This is the journey from safe to soaring.

Gentle reminder by Tolle; image by Flief.

Saturday, November 25, 2006

JenSei


Jennifer teaching Aikido in Santa Cruz

Love weaves its way
Through snags and snares
As lifetimes flow,
And souls take form.

Child of a child,
Daughter of a dream
Enchanting us all as
We witness your dance.

Beyond my comprehension,
But not my intention
You are the the gift I got
And the gift I give to this
Weary hopeful world.

Namaste, dearest Jen, namaste.

Friday, November 24, 2006

Eleven minutes


Consumed by time this time this clock this clock
10:21 10:41 11:39 12:37 1:12 2:07 2:21
Five hours five hours five hours all night all day
Eleven minutes just eleven just eleven minutes
Five days call it four; Five weeks call it two months
So fast so slow so loud no tics no tocs no clocks
Can measure this time this time

"Time is the substance from which I am made.

Time is a river that carries me along, but I am the river;
it is a tiger that devours me, but I am the tiger;
it is a fire that consumes me, but I am the fire."
- Jorge Luis Borges

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Thanksgiving


Sunflower by Renato Flief (see movimento-o link...)

Redefining what is "necessary," from things to money
to restless thoughts that needlessly engorge my mind,
this Thanksgiving takes on new meaning for me,
and I am grateful that I have, have always had,
and will always have, all that I need, and more.
God bless us all, everyone.

"Tis a gift to be simple, 'tis a gift to be free,
Tis a gift to come down where we ought to be,
And when we find ourselves in the place just right,
It will be in the valley of love and delight."

"Simple Gifts" traditional hymn by Elder Joseph Brackett, 1848

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Do you like her too?











Never stopping
Always talking
Cellphones singing
(My ears ringing)
Brown eyes flashing
Sempre sempre
Sempre sempre
(Quase-nunca?)
Look beyond
The noise and feel
The heart of Kika beating.

Gratitude to Lorretine for her image, and to Valéria, for her heart

Monday, November 20, 2006

Às vezes ainda (não) entendo












Não sou feito de tempo
Mas este tempo
Foi feito
Para nós

six thousand miles
countless lifetimes
a leap of faith
a quantum shift
can only begin to measure
the measure
of this waking dream
that paints the twilight blue
the sunflower gold
that calls the angels
from their weary tasks
to dance with joy

sometimes i still (do not) understand

i am not made of time
but this time
was made
for us
Image: Miro Imagination: Flief

Saturday, November 18, 2006

I wish you were...

All credit to Johanna.
(Lorretine link at right)
"In the dark of night
By my side
In the dark of night
By my side, by my side, by my side
I wish you were,
I wish you were..."

Pronoia, Por Favor

Rob Brezny, I adore you. It was something over 20 years ago when I met you, I think at Paul Schraub's Halloween party. Or maybe one of the pajama parties. Who cares? What I remember is that you came up to me and said with the most curious look on your face, "What ARE you?" Well, not knowing you were asking me astrologically, I cocked my head and looked at you, like a puppy thinking it might have just heard what might be its name from someone who might be a friend. You repeated your question, then said, "I mean, what sign are you?" I said, Gemini, and you said, "and...?" Again not sure what you were asking, I said, "I beg your pardon?," as my grandmother taught me so graciously to say in these moments of confusion. "Moon? Rising? What else?" I confessed to knowing no more about this, and you said, "Well, we BOTH need to know more than THAT."
I was truly once and forever through the looking glass. You took my sketchy coordinates and a couple of days later told me, "Well, you are much than a Gemini. Looks like a triple. And you have taken what should have been an astrological tragedy to a high art form.You are the quintessential Gemini, and I am going to meditate on you for 5 minutes every week before I write the Gemini horoscope."
I will never know if that was your hookup line, but I never forgot it, and have followed your column religiously across the years, careers and continents. Once a graphic designer, now an international laserbabe, I live in Brazil (come visit this real lab of truth and beauty...) and still hold myself accountable to your assessment of me, and believe my life is meant to be an ever-evolving transformation of the ostensibly tragic to happy high art. I pass the blessing of you on to people all over the world, who do the same. You are the opportunistic virus of all time, for all time. Namaste, Rob. Namaste. Everyone else, get your own dose of pronoia at http://www.freewillastrology.com/

Friday, November 17, 2006

Calm Your Restless Thoughts


What can be said of the quicksilver dilettante mind of a triple gemini? Mercurial, airborne, fleeting floating flying fleeing, anywhere but here... "now" just another point of departure for the next scurrilous spurious flight of fancy, mind on auto-pilot, careening past the immediate into some random trajectory stimulated by a sound, a word, a memory, a wish, a scent, any given moment irrevocably lost to this incorrigibly self-absorbed, self-stimulating ever-whirling cultural cuisinart of a restless mind.
Enough. Demais. Desist. Disarm. Descanse.
The restless thoughts have had their day. Let the winds now whisper instead of wail. Let the hurricanes cease and the gentle rains fall. Let the waves gently lap instead of capsize this vessel. Let time stand still in each moment for a moment. And let the quantum spaces between words, between thoughts be filled with earthly awareness and the divine breath of the universe.
Vademecum...